Dear Readers,
So I go back to Oakland, CA, where I once lived, and dropped by my old apartment building, to see who I could see. My boy Erick is at work, but he left me a key under the mat. Gloria, the nice and nosy building manager is home, I ring her bell, she says what she always says when she open the door and its me, her voice high and weathered, a warm cackle, “I always know its you because I look through the door window and I can never see who it is, I can never see you!”
That’s because I still ring her doorbell like how I used to when I lived next door to her, ring, then get my lean on the stucco wall between our doors, waiting patiently. I do it the same way now because I love knowing that there’s this apartment building on a little slope in Oakland, where a white woman in her 60′s is going to greet me how she always greets me.
I ring her bell and move out her field of vision now just because its such a gift to have pushed down roots on Montecito Ave, just up from the gum splattered 7-11, which is just across from the new Whole Foods, my old apartment building where I organized a traveling Christmas party and told all the tenants a heartwarming holiday tale from off the dome, that building is less than one block away from the most perfect cherry tree, its blooming right now in hushed violets and lip parting pinks, a vision of spring, and all you have to do it cross the street to get to Children’s Fairyland, where parents clasp hands with children, little ones leaping and chirping like birds, this is Lake Merritt, where trees cry sap down wood tongues back to me, I came back to see, how home one of my homes can still be.
I walk into Gloria’s spot, she hands me a sherry and we start talking about Obama’s state of race in the nation speech. She was taken. I was listening.

The speech was called: A More Perfect Union.
This is my take on Obama’s speech, with quotes from him (in italics), and quotables from yours truly, Naxal, political prophet with All the News That’s Fit to Flip.
March 26, 2008: A More Perfect Speech
words like kindle
start the fire
citizen, we the people, america, an improbable expiriment in democracy
i grew up indian on california land, neighbors filipino and mexican
si se puede means yes we can
fix lowrider classics, cook pansit, and light diwali candles on the same block
improbable expiriment in democracy
family tree, half america, half mockery
in no other country on earth is my story even possible
cept for all of europe and those places refugees run to
uk, sweden, spain, france
come on people
obama lets dance
it was the india trip of 1999 that i realized i was proud to be born and raised
cut, chopped, and braised
american
for better and worse
lilke my parents, like my education, like not being black or white, like beauty, like this verse is
seared into my genetic makeup, the idea that this nation is more than the sum of its parts, that out of many we are truly one
cliche’s are hella fun
but don’t elevate
just keep sedate, children’s fingers, triggers, guns
too black or not black enough
obama i like this beat
i gots to put it on ya
her name was sonia
foster kid, mixed black and white
annouced real loud
we fighting after school
im the
bitch you think you black
ho you act too white
im the
muslim when i wear a headwrap
latina when my mouths dark red
indian when i remember
you can see me
because its the american democracy
im waiting by the door
to social citizenship
granted daily, individually
by we are america
white and black people
a few of whom
open
a view that elevates what is wrong with america above all that we know is right with america
a view that sees all that sees the conflict in the middle east as rooted primarly in the actions of stalwart allies like isreal
instead of emanating from the perverse and hateful ideaologies of radical islam
open
obama
this can of words
open
obama
a more perfect speech
would not have just dropped an anti-war sound bite to applause
which is political
it would have big upped the muslim people to the narrowing of black and white eyes
which is personal
human we are
the afghani people
the iraqi people
the indian people
the malaysian people
the palestinian people
the pakistani people
if we are, at all, anywhere
we are also, american
let me take us there
obama is in philadelphia, pa, at constitution center
a u.s. senator explaining himself, his relationships
a jaded citizenry, loving their new suitor already
they finding reasons, tensions, asking him for assurance
instead of just listening to our gut we pepper him with questions
a black u.s. senator
explaining himself
talking about his first days in reverend jeremiah wright’s flock with
the doctor and the welfare mom, the model student and the former gang banger
listen to obama break black america down
the kindness and cruelty, the fierce intelligence, and the shocking ignorance, the struggles and successes, the love and yes, the bitterness and biases that make up the black experience in america
from the blood soaked flag
obama wrung out nuanced tales of white america
his white grandmother, grandfather, a white campaign organizer named ashley, the micheal moore factory worker, watching his job go oversees
opportunity comes to be seen as a zero sum game, your dreams come at my expense
these people are part of me
am i a part of you too?
do unto others as we would have them do unto us, brothers keeper, sisters keeper
we must combat the synicism that those kids who dont look like us are some one elses problem
the children of america are not those kids, they are our kids
those kids who do not look like us are wearing clothes we have been taught to fear
clothes you got “caught” wearing
the gladiator crowd raises their eyes from the tv war
goes wild
look at obama wearing muslim clothes
look at obama distancing himself from any muslim connection
a more perfect speech
we havent heard in decades
a more perfect speech
would have embraced all the browns
between black and white
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Stay tuned for more.
Peace,
N/rs



